The Only If

Only if I knew where to go.
Only if I knew where I belong.
Looking around,
I'm searching,
Keep seeking.
What have I found?
I found none.
I found no hope in the world.
I found no trust in the faces.
I felt wherever I go,
Whoever I trust,
They will all dissolve.
I can't see the way.
I found a glimpse of hope.
It turns out to be no.
It turns my world upside down.
Hopes shattered.
Heart broken.
Tell me what happened!

I hear that voice once again.
" I AM here.
I AM who I AM.
I AM waiting for you.
Lean on me,
And you will find rest for your soul.
Why do you run away?
I AM here.
I AM waiting for you.
I AM in love with you.
Come to me!
I AM your family!"