The Only If

Only if I knew where to go.
Only if I knew where I belong.
Looking around,
I'm searching,
Keep seeking.
What have I found?
I found none.
I found no hope in the world.
I found no trust in the faces.
I felt wherever I go,
Whoever I trust,
They will all dissolve.
I can't see the way.
I found a glimpse of hope.
It turns out to be no.
It turns my world upside down.
Hopes shattered.
Heart broken.
Tell me what happened!

I hear that voice once again.
" I AM here.
I AM who I AM.
I AM waiting for you.
Lean on me,
And you will find rest for your soul.
Why do you run away?
I AM here.
I AM waiting for you.
I AM in love with you.
Come to me!
I AM your family!"

Hear My Cry

Can You hear my cry?
Will You come in my heart?
I'm waiting for You Lord,
Just to tell me I am loved.
I need to be with You.
Hope is so far away
That I don't see it.
I want to take Your hands,
And put them on my heart,
To ease the pain.
I want to run to You,
So I can be wrapped in Your arms.
My soul needs the rest
Only can be found in You.

Can You hear my cry God?
Please talk to me.
Speak to me.
Whichever way it takes.
However long it may be.
I'm waiting... I'm calling out to You.
Fear of rejection,
Fear of abandonment,
Crawling up to touch me.
I am overwhelmed.
I turn to seek Your face.
Where are You Father?
The only One who hears me every time.
Where are You Father?
Please don't leave me.
I'm desperate for You.
I need You.
I need Your love.
I am undeserving.
Yet, Your grace covers all my unworthiness.
I need You my Father.
I'm seeking Your face.
I'm crying for help.
Can You hear my cry?
Can You hear this broken voice?
Will You stay by my side
As the world is leaving?
Will You be here
Next to me,
In my life,
Watching over me?
Walk with me?
Will You take my hands
And lead my path?
Will You hold me
Like the first time we've met?
Will You show me
The way of love and life?

That One Person

In the mid of storms and winds,
In the blur of the rainy sky,
I can barely see the way;
The way that takes me home.

I have searched in my heart.
So many memories.
They start to come back,
Like flood in my heart,
Sweep over my mind.
Where should I go?
What should I do?
When will it be done?
Back and forth.
Left and right.
I'm stuck in between.

There's only one place
For comfort and peace.
There's only one person
Who wants to listen to my heart.
The heart of a broken soul.
The weep of a little voice.
Starting to fade in the air,
Without any attention.
Yet, there's that one person
Who keeps calling out
For that little soul
To come to Him,
To lay down the wander,
To surrender oneself.
Loss of fleshly life.
Gain of eternity!
He weeps as I  do.
He cares more than I expect.
His love is none like other.
His eyes are gentle with love.
How can I miss...
Such wondrous love?
Higher than heavens.
Bigger than the earth.
Deeper than the oceans.
How can I miss...
The lover of my soul?